AdrianMinotaur

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Impossible Dream? by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Impossible Dream?

Love, Terrifies me, In a good way, A tiny bit, But mostly, Fills me with dread, I start trembling, Shaking, And shivering, Paralyzed with fear, Like a frozen corpse, I feel the need for closeness, Tenderness, Caresses, But for more of a compassion and love so deep, That it can withstand the torrential forces of my pain, Erratic and wild, Like an eternal storm on a raging sea, Someone who cares deeply enough for me to brave those angry seas with me, Face the pain, That paralyzes me, Abuses me, Rapes me of my self worth and value everyday, every moment, All my perpetual torment, And horror... ...as... ...a... Childhood Sexual Abuse Survivor,

Human Nature(social) by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Human Nature(social)

I've fought demons without names, Lived life where none existed, Found success where none thought possible, Yet almost in spite of many accomplishments, I've found no more joy then in the hearts of others, When you find acceptance in a friend, Or possible friend, When you find your ideas and beliefs accepted by another, It affirms your existence, Says your existence is worthy, While first must be your own acceptance, Another's helps strengthen the value of self, So don't think it shallow to want the love of others, Rather a natural part of humanity, And continued existence, As everyone needs friends... Man is not an Island, And even if he

For the Man who has... by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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For the Man who has...

I love love! So deeply very much, Every time I see a couple look a t each other with longing, I get all happy and goosepimpley, But I've been alone, Friendships, family, and any relationship has been fruitless, I've been a lone tomato, Never able to make a spaghetti sauce, Always too few too make a meal, Always alone, Yet, always admiring love, In friendships, Inbetween lovers, And just between people, Yet, unmistakably alone, Never meaning offense, Just trust defficent alone, Still As any true romantic, I wait on...

Brush Strokes Written in Blood by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Brush Strokes Written in Blood

How many relationships had to end, Because of broken bones, bloody noses, and heart ripped out? How many times have I, Lost those I loved, because of, The pain they caused me, denial they pushed down my throat, and hate they've etched upon my heart? My friends, my family, my betrayers... Sometimes the hollow aching of my soul will allow me to hate them, Instead of myself... The breeze blowing in the wind always carries echoes, Of a life in denial, dreaming of happiness that ever fades, How harsh is life that the innocent seek redemption and the guilty seek vindication, Vindication stripped from my bones! Yet still, amidst the broken dream

A Vow to Heal My Heart by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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A Vow to Heal My Heart

My life's an impossibility, A menagerie of hellfire hellhounds and demons, All seeking possession of my soul, Yet somehow amidst this cacophony of screaming children and emotional wildfires, I can find peace/piece of mind, A place to work, And sound out my thoughts to my empty hollow stump of a mind, It's lonely at the top, Top of a mountain of bad ideas and foreclosed hope, A mountain strewn with valleys of shit and hot blood, Enough to make even the healthiest of hearts faint, Enough to make the most courageous of men weep like children abandoned by their mother, Alone amidst bitterness, misfortune, and an army of traitorous daggers, I

Lately by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Lately

All I can think of is sickness and fear, And I'm far too afraid to move, ButI'minabadplace, "Don't worry you'll be fine", ButI'minabadplace, " Everything'll be alright" ,ButI'minabadplaceButI'minabadplaceButI'minabadplace, I'M IN A BAD PLACE!!!!! ................................... ................................... ................................... "I'll always be here for you!" "Trust me..."

The Lady by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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The Lady

She watches over the band, Dancing while they all just jam, Enticed by the singers thrusts, Building up the ladies lusts, The singer just bolts away, She follows him all the way, What's going on? What just happened? Where did the good times go? What's going on? What just happened? Everything went loco! There's a car crash in the distance, People all hurt real bad, Why didn't he stop? Has he gone completely mad? She follows determined to see, If he's on the heels of destiny, What's going on? What just happened? Where is the fun? What's going on? What just happened? Why did he run? Now they're down at a lake, The lady takes a break, Watches

A Boy, the Demiurge by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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A Boy, the Demiurge

On a soft gentle nigh, a boy dreamed. It was a simple dream of school, and hanging out with friends; But the boy was pulled away from his friends. For him gravity stopped, and he gracefully floated into the sky. He drifted into space out amung the stars. Then a warmth from within started to bloom, and a light appeared before him. Brighter then the sun, but it didn't hurt his eyes to gaze upon it. "Boy, do you know you're dreaming?" "No, but now I do." "Do you know me?" "Yes, at least I feel I do." . "Good, remember the light comes from within." Colors so beautiful drifted across space, each never ending one dancing like a ribb

Scared Boy = Scarred Man by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Scared Boy = Scarred Man

I'm the very polite, Contrite, And business like, Man, Scared to open up, Scared to let down my wall, I've been hurt, Tortured, Inside I'm a wounded puppy, I want to play, I want to laugh! Jump! Skip! Dance! Be Merry! Bring Joy, and Love! Every single Day!!! ... ... ... But my heart feels lame, A momento of my pain, And, I'm so afraid to let down this guard, As, Inside I'm all black and charred, A long time ago, beaten, into submission, Healing, Such a difficult transition, I'm, Scared and lonely, broken, Trust shattered, Now, Scattered, Amung the wreckage of my soul, At the four corners of the Earth ... ... ... I'm, Still, scared, so scar

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Impossible Dream? by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Human Nature(social) by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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For the Man who has... by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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For the Man who has...

Brush Strokes Written in Blood by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Brush Strokes Written in Blood

A Vow to Heal My Heart by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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A Vow to Heal My Heart

Lately by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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Lately

The Lady by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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The Lady

A Boy, the Demiurge by AdrianMinotaur, literature

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A Boy, the Demiurge

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Oct 8
United States
Deviant for 11 years
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Amateur artist who loves to create!

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The Dark Knight Rises (Animated), One Hour Photo, Stir Crazy

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Outlaw Star, Rouroni Kenshin, TMNT

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AdrianMinotaur

Jan 22, 2015

New Years Journal

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   I've been focused on so many things lately that I haven't been able to do the things I want to. Yet, with time I'm determined to really devote myself to my art. I want to rewrite Romeo and Juliet and put 'em in the modern ghetto. I want to put my songs up on YouTube so a friend(shadow hawk137) can help me write some lyrics;And I really want to get back into college for music theory and language.  A lot of stuff I know, but I'm a very determined person. Also I know it's a little late grammatically(IDK my English writing skills are subpar, but I'm working on it), but I also want to write poetry that is eloquent, devestatingly from the hear

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AdrianMinotaur

Dec 27, 2014

I need time to create

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I've got a bunch of crazy stuff going on right now. Not too mention how I'm trying to improve my overall ability, so if you stick with me through this very unproductive period I think you'll be pleasantly surprised ;)! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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AdrianMinotaur

May 14, 2014

Procrastination

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I know I haven't put much up lately, and I know that I haven't been available much lately; But I'm working on changing that. I'm working on becoming a more consistent artist. Also, if you have any requests I'd really love to hear 'em. I'd love to do a commission(free of charge, of course). So, if you want to see anything just let me know(Stories, poems, drawings, or Twisty-tie art!)